we'll make history together

suddenly, i miss my livejournal so much. all the posts i've written - i couldnt believe how words can express me better than i can ever say it out. maybe u will never ever read this journal and everything that i've written for you.

i dont know why i have never learnt to walk out of an argument, started by me (ironically). which is really bad, because i get mad and start to ramble non-stop about whatever we are arguing about. This usually makes you run out of patience by the end of the convo, and i still never learn to just hang up the phone.

which is why, im gonna learn to walk away or hang up the phone from now on.

so, the news is... I HAVE SHIFTED!
but i wont be abandoning here totally i think. unless i get too obssessed with the new place. I love this journal tons. i still like being able to lock entries.

no surprise really, i've been meaning to change for weeks.. and i finally did.

xoxo!

im waiting for gossip girl tomorrow.

my sister was talking on the phone early this morning, and i screamed at her 'WHY ARE U ALWAYS TALKING SO LOUD ON SUNDAY MORNINGS!' And i woke up to realise its monday.
teehee

I always feel that i could express myself best through writing. But not this time - because i am loss for words. At the disappointment i got. Perhaps u can say this was a test, to see how much i could have got, out of you. I came to realise, i got nothing

Maybe i can only say 'What about my expectations?' My expectations. You know.


At the end of the day. dont tell me u have no control over my thoughts and that u cant do anything more than u've already done. Because, you and i both know that u can.

note to self - need to stop drinking already, headaches are not my friend.